He did not stop even to wring -his clothes.
He raced to
his wife's house and shouted, 'Ratnavali, Ratnavali'.
Ratnavali wondered who could have come in such heavy rain. She
opened the door and there stood Tularam! His clothes were all
wet and water was dripping. He was shivering with cold.
Ratnavali
was amazed. She was also happy to think of his intense love for
her. At the same time she pitied his condition. Could he not stay
alone for one day? How foolhardy it was to swim across the river
in high floods! The thought made her angry.
She said,
"What can I say, my lord? Aren't you ashamed of yourself?
You have come running after me! If you had the same intense love
for Sri Rama, He Himself would have appeared to you. Then you
would have been saved from the cycle of births."
These words
of his wife struck Tularam like a thunderbolt. Drenched in the
rain he was shivering, but now he began to perspire. His mind
reeled and his heart was in turmoil. The veil of attachment that
had covered his devotion was torn asunder.
He went away
without looking back even once.What happened to Ratnavali after,
Tulasidas left her? We do not know. |